Maybe its just me, but I think I am one of those people that cannot really handle change that well. I mean, why fix something that isn't broken?

I know that there are both pros and cons to changes, but I can see that I, myself, maybe just too scared of it. I guess I am scared to take new chances, scared to really open my eyes, scared to stray away from the path Ive grown all too familiar with...

Maybe its because of the people I see around me, friends and family that have changed themselves. Some better, some for worse. I guess it is the 'worse' bit that terrifies me. Why would people want to change into something they are not? To change into a life so different to what they once were? They were perfectly fine before, but now... sometimes I cant even talk to them like what I did before. It seems as if the knitness between us has divided, torn in two and hanging by a thread. Awkwardness and uncomfortable air engulfs the conversations. From speaking from the top of my mind, to rethink my every actions and words - thats the difference.

But sometimes change can be good, with healthy changes leading to an expansion of horizons and knowledge, and the ability to experience new things.

I guess I am just scared. I am not a risk taker, I like where I am - comfortable. Comfortable due to the situation that I have slowly built up throughout time, and scared of any sudden change that may demolish my fortress of reality.



 

Not a very good combination. I don't think there is any maths textbook that can tell you the correct answer..only that the result leads to utter randomness and an explosion of unprecedented behaviours that amounts to anything except actions related to the word 'study.'

Especially if you wake up, look out the window and see this:



Its too much of a good day to waste, and of course enjoying outside is much more comfortable then something like this: Right?



So since my xanga seems to be full of dull depressing posts, many of you might think I am a dejected, lonely little boy that contemplates and broods over life's miserable mishaps..so this post is going to brighten it up!

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So.. today's host for the xanga posting is none other than...

 
PIKACHU!

*PIKAPIKA!! Here is my guide on....*

Valid distractions when studying on a public holiday!

1. Attack other Pokemon...

...or other monsters that are similar enough to Pokemon.. such as gloomy bear. He is always peering over the cupboard..planning his attack! This is why I have to stay awake and protect Jonathan when he sleeps at night!
Just look at all that blood coming from his mouth and claws!

2. Daydream!

What else better than to stare out the window and let your mind wander to all the things you could be doing instead stuck inside the prison of a home with bleak bleak walls and nothing to exercise and play with!

(By the way.. I took this picture today on my camera today..I dont know what I did to make it come out like that...I did not photoshop or edit it at all... But it looks cool doesnt it? Like something out of Independence Day or something!)

3. Eat!


Everybody knows that Pikachu's favourite food is sushi! Or lollies pretending to be Sushi anyways! Mmhmm fish eggsssss

4. PARTYYYYY


Listen to music! and dance! and sing! In the comfort of your own home! Without anyone knowing and seeing the embarassing things that you do! Its the only plus side of studying on a public holiday at home!

5. Smile!

Because you know that the day is after all.. a HOLIDAY! And you should not be feeling guilty if you are not actually enjoying the day! I mean.. the Queen's birthday only happens ONCE a year!!! =OOO

6. Look forward to the next day!

 
Because you know it will be much more super super awesome than studying on a public holiday =D


Peace out everyone ^^V

**PIKAPIKA**